First Draft or The Blank Page

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I’ve talked about going to a webinar where the idea of doing a zero-draft was discussed. And I definitely still find the idea intriguing. However, first drafts are on my mind a lot lately. I feel like that’s where my life is at. I’m in a first draft stage.

What does that even mean? Well, as most writers are painfully aware, you have to write through that awful first draft before you can start editing and polishing. Recently, I made it through a master’s program, and I’m feeling very proud of myself on one hand; I’ve accomplished something. But, I’m now looking for a job in my field and facing a lot of unexpected free time.

I’ve written three drafts of my resume. Let’s just say that. I don’t even know if I’m past the first draft of my resume. So, on one side I’ve had this big accomplishment, but one the other I’m feeling very intimidated. I’m trying to get into a field I’ve never worked in before, and I don’t want to go back to my previous job because I felt very burnt out.

I keep on thinking about it like I’m on my first draft of this new life. I can’t say exactly what the final draft is going to look like, and all I have right now is potential. Which means that anything could happen, and on one hand, that is great. But on the other hand, I’m not the kind of person that is a fan of lasting uncertainty.

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Back to first drafts, the blank page. If you sit with the blank page and never write anything on it, nothing happens. Right? If I decide to never put in for a job in the field that I just got a degree in, no one is going to hire me. I’ll still have to pay back all the loans I took out, but I’ll never get anything out of that education.

Now, if we write the story; get that first draft down. We can go in and edit it and change it to be what we want it to look like. The glorious thing about writing is that it can always be redone. With my resumes, I can write several versions that emphasize different accomplishments. And that is the beauty of language. You can talk about customer service, communication, or cleaning at the same fast food job, depending on what kind of job you are looking for. You could even discuss fiscal responsibility, if you wanted. It’s all about how you present the information.

In a first draft, maybe you can only think about one character, maybe you can only see their perspective. But when you are going back through, you realize that another person needs to have their view in the mix as well. It’s completely something that you can do. You can add or subtract or completely re-vision the entire thing in subsequent drafts. The important part is getting past the blank page.

You have to start. I have to put myself out there in order for someone to hire me. Anyone that is writing, that has a story to tell, it’s okay if it’s crap. It’s okay if it’s cliché, just write and finish the story you need to tell and then look at it later. Also, don’t try to use AI for anything but some grammar help. It will take away your unique voice, that’s just my thought, but it’s another article for another day, I suppose.

If you’ve read this far, thank-you! If anyone else is looking for a job right now, I hope you find everything you are looking for in a role.

Also, if anyone is planning to do NaNoWriMo, let me know if you’d like me to post my progress every day. I know that the official site is not up, but I’d still like to write every day next month.